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Life
A Story.
A Gift from God. Where one day the boys will be men, and help the girls understand. - syafiq noridan.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Dear sweetheart.

Through the night, I reflected on us. How things have changed. How I became really forgetful.

As the night passed, I remembered. I am in love with you for so long. I like you when I first lay my eyes on you. You were looking down on your laptop. That look. That anggun look. I stared at you, and just stood there and stared. Freaky? Yes I am.

Then I remembered when we ate together after school and went home together for the first time. Moths were around us at that time. And we hold hands, and had fun together. And I told you I like you in the pantry. Using your phone. Remember? Then I said I love you. And you cried.

I remembered giving you Hacks everyday. Hanya Aku Cinta Kau Seorang. But I stopped because I read that hacks everyday could kill! Then I bought us the bracelet, and I was the one who spoiled mine first. As usual. I bought us rings. And mine got uglier first, and I lost it first. It rolled down the drain and had its own adventure ever since. But you lost yours the classic way. It dropped in a box full of rings. How silly!

And we had this book. Buku Cinta. We wrote it everyday, and we stopped when we finished it. Because Im in camp and its hard to meet. I was in camp, and you went through it bravely. You were okay when we do not meet often. And now its going to end real soon. And maybe, just maybe we could meet more after that.

Your parents are okay with me, but we still do not know if they will approve me. I may be nice to them and all, but hopefully they see me as a son-in-law material as well. Because I have been saving up to get married to you. I just wish that your dad would be okay that Im in love with you. That I want to marry his daughter.

We do argue and all, had fights. One that made you cry. One that made me want to die. Where I hated when guys get near you and touched you even if its a handshake. Yes, I am that selfish. Very selfish. Im thankful we stood strong and hold on to each other through hardships.

I remember how I gave you wings, and not redbull. I remember how I waited for you at the library every morning. I remember how Im your Superman and I will take you to the sky. I remember how you are my white lion queen, and how I am an alien to you. Just because my heartbeat is a the centre.

Maybe this post will make you blush. And you would read it again and again. Just like the old times. When I was really extra loving to you. I know you miss it.

But dear, here I am. Still loving you. Love you more than yesterday, than last week, than years ago. I love you more. I may not be extra loving like I used to. But trust me, right now, I want to spend my whole life with you. This feeling is stronger than when we first fell for each other.

I just hope things will work out after this. I want to bring you out for a jog, make you exercise. Go swimming, go breakfast, go to places around the world. Bake together, cook, eat, decorate the house, paint it, buy things for the house and all the stuffs that husband and wife always do. I want to start doing all that even before we get married. Because my dear, you are my other half. In this world and hereafter.

Sweetheart. Will you stay with me? Will you walk with me? Will you marry me? Will you be with me?

Because I will stay with you. I will walk with you. And I want to spend my whole life with you.

Even after the end of time.

Insyaallah.

- Syafiq Noridan